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What is maturity? This realisation that you were born innocent, like a flower, presented by gods to your human parents. And the realisation that you have, by your own actions, or through the machinations of the society, sullied the flower all these years. Maturity is removing the dirt from the flo w er so that when you return to your source, your God, you be clean again, or at least try to return to the original clean state as much as possible.  That point of understanding is maturity. Life after attaining maturity is meaningful living.  And that understanding revealed itself  to me only now, after becoming a father, after seeing my daughter. She is my spiritual guru i was in search for so long.  The rest of my life will be a long struggle to return to my original  clean state  before i return to my God, my source. I now have a fair idea  how God’s  flower looks like.  My flower is trying to snatch this pen so that I may focus fully on her.  I  m ust obe

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Why God make people get into a relationship? To learn something Learn what? Hurt Why hurt? Just so that you remember Him But why do we need to remember him? Because he created you Ah! You seller of holy piss … my parents created me. But relationships mean forgetting your past, your parents, your old family, your brother, your sister, the friends you loved more than your life, your old memories and anybody associated with it … If I have to forget all those, why the fuck should I remember god? (silence) Ummm … Ummm   … you are immature May be. Show me the light then. May be, may be you needed a new pair of glass to see the world differently. I am not saying what you witnessed so far was wrong, just that it adds more perspective … But why? Why? Why? Why do I need more perspective? I was happy as I was. I am not happy with my new perspective. I am dying, I am choking, take it back. My eyes are burning. I don’t want to see, I don’t want to chang